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We’re back to doing overtime work at the office which is a bummer. I thought that with the minimum number of leaves that were filed, we could’ve met expectations at the end of the month. But NO, we have to render overtime in order to keep up with the tasks.

anyway… I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, the price that I would pay….
Duncan Sheik.

I submitted a paper and I’m waiting for a response. Not sure what’s gotten over me when I’m supposed to veer from the company. We’ll see if this is will fit my current lifestyle and if everything will smoothen out. For now, I know I should prepare knowing that I don’t want to look dumb if ever I get considered.

and the work just keeps piling up. I’m thankful but it seems that I’m never going to run out of work to do. It would be nice to have a day or two off while I concentrate on getting some time for myself. But I don’t really have to complain a lot since this is the path that I chose, even if it’s just temporary.

So many emails in one single night! I’m not even done with the rest of the tasks and now here’s a bunch that are killing me. I should be glad knowing that I have a good number of opportunities waiting for me to work on but I feel exhausted knowing that there’s been so many things that I need to do and I don’t have enough time to act on them.

I feel like I’m pretending to know what I’m doing when I’ve no clue. This is a real bummer because I have to test myself on how capable I am when it comes to handling newer responsibilities and assuming roles. This is harder for me not because I’ve been put into a new environment but it’s because I didn’t expect the task to be huge.

so what’s new? Nothing, really.

I sound pathetic that I’m supposed to enjoy my vacation but I’m actually getting more comfortable with the daily grind. But I have to make a decision… again.

The end is near, the beginning will follow.

It’s sad that I don’t get to follow my alarm clocks anymore. I set up the timer in order to wake up early but because of the snooze button, my discipline has dwindled. I keep on pressing the snooze until I can just wake up at my own time since I don’t pressure myself to get up anymore.

So I can at least serve more than one master. Though I have so many things to do, I can give more attention to this other job which is going to be my main one. I hope that everything turns out right and that I won’t have to bother pressuring myself.

I went to work yesterday which was the last day before a pretty long weekend due to the holidays. Yet I was dead tired to even work and do the same routine I’ve been doing for 2 years already.