It’s another one of those weekends where I work my ass off in order to be able to comply with the special task that’s been assigned of me. I don’t have enough sleep and I’ve been up for almost 48 hours with a slight nap of about 1.5.

I’m a bit cranky but not that really complaining; I just want to get this over with. I just wish I could analyze numbers fast and present it in a way that wouldn’t really mess my reputation up altogether. I’m afraid that this scenario will likely occur within the next couple of months. Makes me ask myself why I even stepped up to the plate.  Oh well, this is what I chose and I just have to live up to it.

I only wish it will all be worth it in the end and my efforts are not gone to waste because they will be recognized.

For now, I want to get some shut eye and I want to go home already.

I had a good night’s sleep. I’ve been meaning to get one because despite being summer, I never really had  more than 8 hours of shut-eye. Either my mind is too preoccupied with work or I stay up late all night because of having to find something online which fancies me such as tasks that I can make but most of the time I’m unsuccessful. So in general, I usually am unproductive when I’m supposed to have the mentality of being responsible and having a good direction especially this summer.

Going back, I slept real well last night. Though I kept on waking up every 2 hours or so, I got back to dozing off after just a couple of minutes which is nice. Maybe I should have some air conditioning set up in our house, I’m not that sensitive when it comes to the heat because I can stand the temperature. But maybe it’s because of summer and stress that don’t go well together that’s making me all fuzzed up.

Anyway, I hope I can sleep like this the upcoming days.

Today’s supposed to be a Study day since it will be our finals tomorrow and the rest of the week. I should be studying but I’m not.

What am I doing? Blogging, working on my sideline and catching up on the net. I’m totally addicted to finding some extra income online.

Good if I utilized the time to rest and sleep but NO, I refuse to rest and take a break when I could do so many things. I know that later at my shift, I’ll be the one having a hard time coping with the quota that we need to do. I know I’ll be able to meet the requirements, but I have to work double time which adds a lot of pressure on my part since it will be our exams tomorrow.

I have papers to read, projects to finish but I have to sleep. I’ll just procrastinate again.

It’s the first time I’m ever absent in class. I missed out my Hist15 class today and tomorrow, I’ll be absent as well in my Psyc1 and CS11 subjects due to the reason that I’m having a training about the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People at work. It’s nice cause it’s a temporary breather for me knowing that I’m all stressed out and I find the routine at the office a bit taxing already.

It’s just that I had a problem with the adjustment of the schedules because the training fell on a day and I had work the night before. So when I started the next shift, I was already too lousy looking to even laugh at the jokes that the trainer drew. I’m still in a shock that I’ve been awake for more than 24 hours already and the rest I had prior to this was just a one-hour nap.

Now I better get some shut-eyes. At least tonight, I get to sleep properly; I hope.

Hooray!

I was caught off guard of the new task that was assigned to me because of changes at work. I even filed for leave today to get my mind off it and concentrate on blogging. However, due to needs that are more important than mine, I couldn’t say No.

But I’m glad that somehow, two days next week, we won’t have any classes because of some revolution commemoration and because of the city’s day of charter. I don’t really give a damn what they mean but I’m glad that I’m included in some sort. At least I won’t have to wake up early or go to sleep so late.

It’s a Friday. I only have to worry about weekly reports now and i can go home tomorrow and sleep!

I can sleep and be free from work and from school. At least I’ll be able to sleep by then.