For a  moment, I wasn’t able to sleep properly. Though it wasn’t the case that was filed, I’m still part to blame for the mishap, a large part of it actually.

Now I feel better knowing that it wasn’t really that big of a deal  to most people. It was a slap in the face so that privileges won’t be abused and it had done me good in reminding me of what I have and what I’m responsible for.

After a week, I hope it will just be a fading memory.

because of the gym. Sheesh, now I’m blaming it all on working out. It takes me two hours in the gym when I could’ve used the chance to just work on my tasks. But I’m bent on improving my lifestyle and lead a healthy living while I can. It’s just worrying me now cause instead of the energy being dedicated to my freelance job, I tend to just sleep it all off and hope to wake up early during the day. Darn it. I should change this.

Bummer. I want to get some shut-eye but when I dropped by the lounge, I just lied down but my mind was thinking of other things — numbers to be precise. My mind was computing and budgeting the money that I’m planning to save but will turn out to be something to invest. Ahh. It’s crazy, I needed to get some sleep so I can work again at night but I’m just not in the mood. My eyes are puffing up but my brain is still scattered.

Just a quick note saying that I haven’t been sleeping well for more than two weeks now because of being swamped with tasks with my 2 jobs and my blog.

I am close to killing myself because of not resting properly that I just wake up without having to relax.

I am losing my discipline when it comes to getting up from the bed because I keep pressing the snooze button until I regret why I have been abusing myself. Soon everything will be back in its place but not now.

I had a good night’s sleep. Somehow I feel good that I just want to spread the energy to others. I will be going to class later on and I know I should’ve installed Photoshop already but I still haven’t.

I need to double my efforts because even if we are being taught what to do, it’s still up to us to learn more than the basics and apply what was discussed.

Anyway, I feel good and ready for a new day. I should have more nights like these.

Haha. I got a good night’s sleep last night, almost 11 hours of pure sleep. I can’t believe I was able to get some rest like that. I’ve always been sleep-deprived due to a number of excuses but mainly because of the net. I keep waking up just to check updates and such that I have to meet deadlines as well as sacrifice rest in the process.

Now it feels good to be able to hibernate  ( haha, hibernate) and regain some energy that was lost. I have to get back to updating my blogs now as well as bring some unwashed clothes to the laundry, pay some bills, buy some stuff. It’s back to being busy again.

I just back to where I once belong (harhar, so much for being a Beatles fan).

I got back from a trip to the Caramoan islands and at CamSur Watersports Complex and I’m all tired and exhausted from all the hype that happened. I wish I could just stay in my room, on the bed or get a good massage for the pain to go away. I’m still sleepy but I know I have to go back to the office life. I’m still sporting a tan but I have to get back to work mode soon.

I still am.

It’s another one of those weekends where I work my ass off in order to be able to comply with the special task that’s been assigned of me. I don’t have enough sleep and I’ve been up for almost 48 hours with a slight nap of about 1.5.

I’m a bit cranky but not that really complaining; I just want to get this over with. I just wish I could analyze numbers fast and present it in a way that wouldn’t really mess my reputation up altogether. I’m afraid that this scenario will likely occur within the next couple of months. Makes me ask myself why I even stepped up to the plate.  Oh well, this is what I chose and I just have to live up to it.

I only wish it will all be worth it in the end and my efforts are not gone to waste because they will be recognized.

For now, I want to get some shut eye and I want to go home already.

I had a good night’s sleep. I’ve been meaning to get one because despite being summer, I never really had  more than 8 hours of shut-eye. Either my mind is too preoccupied with work or I stay up late all night because of having to find something online which fancies me such as tasks that I can make but most of the time I’m unsuccessful. So in general, I usually am unproductive when I’m supposed to have the mentality of being responsible and having a good direction especially this summer.

Going back, I slept real well last night. Though I kept on waking up every 2 hours or so, I got back to dozing off after just a couple of minutes which is nice. Maybe I should have some air conditioning set up in our house, I’m not that sensitive when it comes to the heat because I can stand the temperature. But maybe it’s because of summer and stress that don’t go well together that’s making me all fuzzed up.

Anyway, I hope I can sleep like this the upcoming days.

Today’s supposed to be a Study day since it will be our finals tomorrow and the rest of the week. I should be studying but I’m not.

What am I doing? Blogging, working on my sideline and catching up on the net. I’m totally addicted to finding some extra income online.

Good if I utilized the time to rest and sleep but NO, I refuse to rest and take a break when I could do so many things. I know that later at my shift, I’ll be the one having a hard time coping with the quota that we need to do. I know I’ll be able to meet the requirements, but I have to work double time which adds a lot of pressure on my part since it will be our exams tomorrow.

I have papers to read, projects to finish but I have to sleep. I’ll just procrastinate again.