the dust.

And so it happened. These days, we’ve been losing people and it’s still processing in my mind how time suddenly has gone too soon and how we’re becoming less relevant.

I guess I’m just waiting for my time to come through; waiting in vain that is.

anyway… I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, the price that I would pay….
Duncan Sheik.

So much for that.
Been thinking things over again, been trying to read the signs. Of course, I shouldn’t preempt because I don’t want to assume but what if? This week had been really tough for me with all the compliances I needed to follow up on as well as some small tasks that I needed to start working. This is both in my freelance job as well as my current day job. It’s eating up my time and I know I have to choose between the two.

I should be thankful that I have lots of jobs but again, I need to concentrate on one so I can focus and provide more value to the effect afterwards.

It’s the weekend again and I’m spinning articles still so I can submit them to different article directories. I better start doing it too.

Photo Credits to Rob

Another pose. I’m running out of words to say since I’m more or less busy with work and my freelance work. People are back, even if there’s only 3. Still working and working with work. Confusing? Nah.

I submitted a paper and I’m waiting for a response. Not sure what’s gotten over me when I’m supposed to veer from the company. We’ll see if this is will fit my current lifestyle and if everything will smoothen out. For now, I know I should prepare knowing that I don’t want to look dumb if ever I get considered.

I keep on praying for a break and when it does, I just do nothing. I waste the opportunity of resting because something more pressing always arises in the process. I tend to use the borrowed time to do something productive but here I am, I just wait for time to pass and I keep delaying it.

What if one day, I’ll just raise the white flag and just pretend nothing ever happened? I want to wake up in another place and another time. But then, I’ll probably just slap myself to death in order to wake up.

I updated my Small Talk widget again. I needed to since it’s been really a while since I last went to a class. I’ve got work in all my pockets and I only have blogging on the side to back me up.
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School has been nil and in the mean time, I’ve been focusing my energy in completing my office job as well as my career in freelance. I’m transitioning to working full-time on one area and have more activities that involve blogging and the internet more. Maybe I’ll change my header to something like “Because in life, you never stop learning.” — but I’ll have to find a better tagline first.

Still upside down, but I’m starting to get myself to stand upright.

Been collating pictures of the events that just happened in our company activities. It’s tiring but I love the feeling of being part of something that you love doing. How many hours did I spend at the office when I could’ve just gone home and slept?

It’s my first to be on leave without pay and I’ve been willing to take it since I couldn’t bear the stress anymore. Sorting out the photos have actually been therapeutic, if you see it in through my eyes.

Yeah, I was glad to finally play some Frisbee during our company summer outing. I got to understand some of the basics of the game. But then the after-effect has been overwhelming and my body is all sore. I kept on running and running and going nowhere when it’s supposed to be a strategic game. I lost my breath after a few goals which really tested my endurance.

I acquired some bruises on my knees because of scraping them on the sand but it was worth it for being active.

yes, it is. That’s why I filed foe leave this Wednesday to cut the busyness of the situation. I’m at a turning point already and I’m still working because of the many expenses cropping up every now and then which I didn’t anticipate.

This Saturday, I attended an event for bloggers which is actually one of the few gatherings I’m able to participate. Tomorrow will be another occasion as I’ll be busy with our company summer outing.

I’ll be out of breath by the end of the day and I know that I have to endure the tiresome activities but I know this is going to be fun.

been going through a lot these weeks and I’m trying my best to just survive. I tried to take a nap but instead I went to sleep.

I can’t seem to finish all my tasks and I’m going crazy about it.