Was too stressed at work that I literally wanted to puke at the task that was assigned to me due to the fact that numbers were still new and there was no system so I had to create a standard format. With the help of my supervisor, I was able to make one; it’s just that I had to sort them out one by one. And when time constraints you, you just want to get up and scream.
I couldn’t remember how many times I had to stand up and take a leak, or go out of the room and just move all because of the pressure and the heat (despite the airconditioner being on full blast) of thinking and analyzing data.
But the report was done, though a bit off the deadline. Still, I’m glad that I didn’t give up, even if there were a lot of inner complaints along the way. Dang. Why can’t I focus more on what I need to do. My mind is just everywhere. I still perform, but I have no focus; and it’s because of the many things that I need to do that are still pending at the back of my head.
