I don’t know what I’m doing. I should prepare my presentation already but it seems that I lost the desire to move up as I want to focus more on what I can do in other areas rather than focus on one and keep a straight face. I know I have to participate but somehow it’s been hard for me to follow up.

I’m lost again, I should just give it a shot. I wouldn’t lose anything, probably just my dignity but I can still keep a straight face even if I embarrass myself in front of other people so it wouldn’t matter that much.

I still have tomorrow to prepare but I should work this out fast.