I keep on praying for a break and when it does, I just do nothing. I waste the opportunity of resting because something more pressing always arises in the process. I tend to use the borrowed time to do something productive but here I am, I just wait for time to pass and I keep delaying it.

What if one day, I’ll just raise the white flag and just pretend nothing ever happened? I want to wake up in another place and another time. But then, I’ll probably just slap myself to death in order to wake up.