and now I’m officially a geekazoid.

No hard chewing, be more conscious, brush my teeth more than the usual and look out for leftover food. Yikes, did I bite more than I could swallow?

I’ll be like this for probably a year.

again so there’s nothing new. Been using my camera recently for different events and have been practicing my paparazzi skills over time. It’s nice to feel valued and involved. Will do more events like these soon. Once I can have better exposure, I’ll be able to do the job that I want.

Bummer. I want to get some shut-eye but when I dropped by the lounge, I just lied down but my mind was thinking of other things — numbers to be precise. My mind was computing and budgeting the money that I’m planning to save but will turn out to be something to invest. Ahh. It’s crazy, I needed to get some sleep so I can work again at night but I’m just not in the mood. My eyes are puffing up but my brain is still scattered.

I went to work yesterday which was the last day before a pretty long weekend due to the holidays. Yet I was dead tired to even work and do the same routine I’ve been doing for 2 years already.

I blamed the holidays which is what I didn’t like to do — work that is while the Christmas season and break was about to happen. I didn’t like the fact that everybody else was going out for leave or already celebrating their temporary vacation.

That was a definitely long day for me to accomplish my tasks.

Just a quick note saying that I haven’t been sleeping well for more than two weeks now because of being swamped with tasks with my 2 jobs and my blog.

I am close to killing myself because of not resting properly that I just wake up without having to relax.

I am losing my discipline when it comes to getting up from the bed because I keep pressing the snooze button until I regret why I have been abusing myself. Soon everything will be back in its place but not now.

I’m so preoccupied that I can’t even think straight on what I need to do first. I have so many things running in my mind that I can’t update my blogs, check on my accounts and write new entries.

I even have to hire somebody to do the job for me. Sheesh. That’s how busy I am. I’m juggling about 4 jobs in total and I’m out of my wits. sigh. This should be good though, I should be thankful that I’m busy and working compared to those who don’t have jobs at all. I guess I just need better leverage but if you ask me to what, I don’t know.

Darn it, I got tired during a Monday. But who doesnt’.

Maybe I just woke up at the wrong side of the bed that I felt exhausted just to get up and get out of the room to work. What’s worse is that I skipped classes again. tsk tsk.

I know I should be more disciplined when it comes to these matters as it’s the little things that make a huge impact when treated as a whole.

This Monday isn’t a good start.

I just got back from Dumaguete for a temporary break and to discuss a new business venture. I don’t really know what’s going to happen. My mind just doesn’t respond the way I want it to. But I would definitely want to be part of something that can grow better.

After the whole four-hour trip, I went straight to the office despite my being on-leave to finish sending a report that’s due today.

Now I’m here in SM so I could finish and continue my classes in Web Design for the next 3 hours.

I’m not that tired but I feel nauseous probably because of the bus ride from Liloan, Santander to the Cebu proper.

You can say that I’m used to it already. The business and the busyness of having to work and study and blog at the same time. I even wonder how I am able to do it. Maybe I just don’t really ask myself too much and just get on with it so I won’t even have to think too much.

Yes they’re tired again, but I have to work in order to comply with the tasks I need to finish tomorrow. I still have about 9 articles to go before I’m done for the week. I don’t want to lose this employer considering that the task is just an easy one. At least I would have something to expect. Anyway, will be working more.

So upsetting to know that after checking out another person’s blog link, I was suddenly removed from his list when he was the one who initiated the exchanging in the first place. Well now that I found your homepage not listing my blog, I’ll say goodbye to you bozo!