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I realized I’ve been blabbering too much about my plans in going on a long trip and I’ve learned that I should keep my mouth shut. I don’t know, it seems like people will weigh you down when you share them your plans because they might not seem to agree with your decisions as they base their apprehensions on their own situation. I can’t change them but they do influence me in some way.

No news so far. I’m about to go on another trip but this is all work. I have to talk to as many people as possible so that the moolah won’t go to waste. I still have to edit some interview sessions I have with other bloggers but I know it’s taking a bit of toll on my time. I can’t even think of creating good questions already.

I’m hoping that things will push through and they will deem my credentials qualified to add more value to their ongoing marketing strategy. I do have some spunk and quality output but it’s still up to them to decide. I wish to tell them that they’ll be losing a very good target audience if they don’t accept the offer that’s been presented.

I should definitely not sleep at all. I have so many things to do that sleeping is preventing me from taking action and put these thoughts into a reality. I’ll be very busy this weekend that I have to stay alive while I work on things. I can’t afford to fail and this isn’t even supposed to be part of the vocabulary that I’m building myself with.

I hope I can still cope with the stress. I’ve been at this for too long and I should be able to make up my mind. Right now, I just can’t go anywhere but keep afloat until I can find another venture that will be more lucrative for me. I’m getting serious with all the blogging hoopla and I need to write more stories because of so many pending posts that I have yet to finish posting. It will be a feat to finally complete my articles in due time. I’ve about 15 articles in different places that I’ve been and I haven’t finished them all!

I’m back at the office, back to the grind. After 10 days of vacation, I’m supposed to be revved up for work. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking though. On how things would fare if I were to choose a different path than what I have. But words are just superfluous unless there’s action – and action is not something that I want to happen right now.

I’m on a one-week vacation and my funds are depleting fast! Rash decisions and I can’t really complain because this is all for the good. I hope something productive come out of these choices. I can’t even clearly think anymore. I think I was able to get a good night’s sleep but I’m just glad that I’ll finally be able to test things they will work out or not.

So many things are going on right now that my mind is about to burst. It’s back to those days when I have to make a decision so I can focus on one thing. I haven’t been doing anything lately but I know I have to take charge. The point is I’m at a loss as I don’t know the direction I’m going to take. I’m stretched out in all areas and I’m spreading myself thin. I hope to given a sign. Dear Lord help me.

I have couple of weeks to prepare for it but I’m not feeling well. I hope I get enough sleep knowing that work will be a lot less tedious the following week.

I just feel I’m not getting the proper support that I need but what the heck, these are busy times and sometimes you have to go on your own in order to stay afloat.

I’m losing a lot actually. I’m back to my busy days which is actually what transpired last year. I’ve been working in and out of the office in order to meet the daily needs for trips during the previous months. I still have a lot of pending balances that I need to settle and I’ll be able to do that by increasing my salary as well as cutting down on my expenses.