Edstudyante.com

again so there’s nothing new. Been using my camera recently for different events and have been practicing my paparazzi skills over time. It’s nice to feel valued and involved. Will do more events like these soon. Once I can have better exposure, I’ll be able to do the job that I want.

Bummer. I want to get some shut-eye but when I dropped by the lounge, I just lied down but my mind was thinking of other things — numbers to be precise. My mind was computing and budgeting the money that I’m planning to save but will turn out to be something to invest. Ahh. It’s crazy, I needed to get some sleep so I can work again at night but I’m just not in the mood. My eyes are puffing up but my brain is still scattered.

and I don’t know why. This site has become just a twitter/plurk/facebook shout out-like blog for short and simple updates on what’s going on with my life. But I’m still raking some money out of this one so might as well milk it for what its worth.

No time update and I’m swamped with work already. My mind is going back and forth and the words are just circling around. I can’t go any level deeper nor can i come up with something better. It’s all just a whirl that I can’t tell when it will stop.

A small space that’s right,
a place to work, a place to write.
I can concentrate without having to worry;
I can manage my own time and I can just be me.

darn it. Just when I thought everything was going well according to plan, something comes up which totally ruins everything.

It isn’t really the best of time for this to happen. I have to wait for the pressure to subside before I can even start. I’m wishing that everything will pan out. In any case, I should still continue the plan.

So I can at least serve more than one master. Though I have so many things to do, I can give more attention to this other job which is going to be my main one. I hope that everything turns out right and that I won’t have to bother pressuring myself.