2009 has been good for me. I’m glad to have so many things happen for me – good things, I mean.

I’m expecting that it will be even better the next year. It should.

I went to work yesterday which was the last day before a pretty long weekend due to the holidays. Yet I was dead tired to even work and do the same routine I’ve been doing for 2 years already.

I blamed the holidays which is what I didn’t like to do — work that is while the Christmas season and break was about to happen. I didn’t like the fact that everybody else was going out for leave or already celebrating their temporary vacation.

That was a definitely long day for me to accomplish my tasks.

Parties here and there, I’m glad it’s over; I think. At least I can have more time over the holidays to work and work again. Somehow, I’ve lost track of what I need to do but I have to double the time to work and accomplish the tasks so I can label myself ‘competent’ again.

Parties were good, I had fun despite being more involved in the production. At least I won something.

I’m at Informatics right now, waiting for my allowance from the Pangulong Gloria Scholarship for a short web design course that I took some months ago. I’m waiting for the their director who’s handling the moolah to come back so I can claim my fair share of the bargain.

It’s going to be really hectic for me this next few days knowing that it’s going to be our annual Christmas ball and that I’m part of a team who’ll take pictures of the event which is pretty cool due to the ‘all access’ pass.

Will be focusing more work on my sideline during the holidays which is good as I’ll have more time to concentrate on the tasks. Convergys Philippines, here I come.

Just a quick note saying that I haven’t been sleeping well for more than two weeks now because of being swamped with tasks with my 2 jobs and my blog.

I am close to killing myself because of not resting properly that I just wake up without having to relax.

I am losing my discipline when it comes to getting up from the bed because I keep pressing the snooze button until I regret why I have been abusing myself. Soon everything will be back in its place but not now.

I’ve already made one and I’m just waiting for the right time. Question is “When is the right time?” A lot of people might think I’ll be letting go of something big and I believe so too. But I need growth and I need change; I still wish to put myself into the confines of the company but I’m afraid opportunities for the path I want to make are scarce. Either that or I’m not looking hard enough.

I’m actually thinking about the benefits that this new chance brings. I’ll be missing out and missing a lot; but I strongly believe I can get by. Decisions are hard, especially when they’re big ones.