It’s the end of my class and have I learned something? –> In a way, yes. I’m glad to have learned some basic techniques as to how I can navigate the tools used in Photoshop, Flash and Dreamweaver. Although I’m still not an expert and I haven’t really fully understood everything, I’m glad to at least have a background on the basics. I know now what the layers in Photoshop are there for.

It’s good that I was able to get this TESDA and Informatics Web Design class for about two months. To think that I never thought that I could get this short course for free; it’s even under a government scholarship! –> haha, me, under a scholarship. The world must have gone nuts.

Anyway, it’s the last day and I’m glad that this is already over as I don’t have to exert as much effort to waking up early for work so I can get out in time for school. I’ll have more time for myself and I’ll be able to focus more on the other things I wish to develop.

Darn it, I got tired during a Monday. But who doesnt’.

Maybe I just woke up at the wrong side of the bed that I felt exhausted just to get up and get out of the room to work. What’s worse is that I skipped classes again. tsk tsk.

I know I should be more disciplined when it comes to these matters as it’s the little things that make a huge impact when treated as a whole.

This Monday isn’t a good start.

Tsk, tsk. This has become a regular occurrence; if you call twice ‘regular’. I only have about a week left for this web design course in Informatics and I know I need to step up to the plate and really get into the zone of understanding what I need to learn in order to have a better background when creating or manipulating projects.

It’s just that there’s just too much to cover that sometimes my mind is preoccupied with a number of things that I find it difficult to focus on a particular topic. Of course, it’s all within me now that’s having issues. I need to concentrate and stop skipping classes again

I’m supposed to be studying and maximizing my time while learning Flash and Photoshop but my mind just goes kaput whenever I try to. Maybe it’s because I come to school after my shift and I’m already drained and tired that any energy left is consumed by trying to stay awake.

I forget that I still have some pending blog tasks that I need to finish before it strikes 12 midnight. Darn.

Even if I’ve already let go of my other job in odesk, it seems as if I’m still a lot busy than normal.

It was my first time to be absent. I missed a class because I needed to get some shut-eyes. I still haven’t finished all my evaluations for the day and I knew I needed to rest to be more productive when I wake up.

Hence, I skipped classes and just concentrated on taking a power nap to get me going. Somehow, I felt relieved that I got to skip lessons for the day.

It’s not my nature to play hookie because I keep on thinking about the lessons that I’d miss and I don’t want to pressure myself into catching up. But I guess I just feel comfortable with the situation in class that I don’t think I’ll have a hard time following.I even got exempted for the first two weeks because I’ve already learned (self-taught) the basics.

I still have until the end of the month to finish the course and I’m excited already to apply the basics of what I’ve understood.

Somehow I feel tired of planning.
But I know it will only be a couple more months till I get through with this.

I find it really nice whenever I am able to write certain blog articles and get paid while writing them. It’s a relief especially that I am given the chance to talk about things that interests me. Given that I have 5 blogs altogether and I constantly update them, it shows how much of a blog freak I am.

It’s not too much of a hassle on my part because I enjoy writing these blogs and they I find it fulfilling whenever I am able to create a good entry that people can relate to. Though it’s hard sometimes that I don’t get to talk about the situation as much and sometimes I lose a lot of words because of being burned out, I still am glad to have the energy to create more blog entries than anyone else. I guess I’ll be writing more often then.

We’re done with Photoshop and now we’re working on Dreamweaver and Flash. I have to download the software and install it in my system. I am just glad to have been given this rare chance of studying for free by the government just because I came in at the perfect time.

I’m still in the process of learning the basics but I am more confident now on what’s going to happen next. I understand that the course can’t really teach me everything since it’s all up to myself to really learn and pursue the skills accordingly.

I just got back from Dumaguete for a temporary break and to discuss a new business venture. I don’t really know what’s going to happen. My mind just doesn’t respond the way I want it to. But I would definitely want to be part of something that can grow better.

After the whole four-hour trip, I went straight to the office despite my being on-leave to finish sending a report that’s due today.

Now I’m here in SM so I could finish and continue my classes in Web Design for the next 3 hours.

I’m not that tired but I feel nauseous probably because of the bus ride from Liloan, Santander to the Cebu proper.

You can say that I’m used to it already. The business and the busyness of having to work and study and blog at the same time. I even wonder how I am able to do it. Maybe I just don’t really ask myself too much and just get on with it so I won’t even have to think too much.

I had a good night’s sleep. Somehow I feel good that I just want to spread the energy to others. I will be going to class later on and I know I should’ve installed Photoshop already but I still haven’t.

I need to double my efforts because even if we are being taught what to do, it’s still up to us to learn more than the basics and apply what was discussed.

Anyway, I feel good and ready for a new day. I should have more nights like these.