Haha. I got a good night’s sleep last night, almost 11 hours of pure sleep. I can’t believe I was able to get some rest like that. I’ve always been sleep-deprived due to a number of excuses but mainly because of the net. I keep waking up just to check updates and such that I have to meet deadlines as well as sacrifice rest in the process.

Now it feels good to be able to hibernate  ( haha, hibernate) and regain some energy that was lost. I have to get back to updating my blogs now as well as bring some unwashed clothes to the laundry, pay some bills, buy some stuff. It’s back to being busy again.

Never had this feeling experienced in a long while. Tension and pressure and apprehension. Sweat and consciousness are also included. But right now, the after shock isn’t as grave as before. It’s almost close to zero because I don’t care any more what’s going to happen as much as when I first signed up for it.

I just want to crawl up in bed and sleep. But before that, I know I have to update more blogs and then work on my assignment for tomorrow.

I don’t know what I’m doing. I should prepare my presentation already but it seems that I lost the desire to move up as I want to focus more on what I can do in other areas rather than focus on one and keep a straight face. I know I have to participate but somehow it’s been hard for me to follow up.

I’m lost again, I should just give it a shot. I wouldn’t lose anything, probably just my dignity but I can still keep a straight face even if I embarrass myself in front of other people so it wouldn’t matter that much.

I still have tomorrow to prepare but I should work this out fast.

Feeling all better now, I should head back to the gym. It’s been 4 days since I last got some exercise and I’ve been burning some cash not being able to utilize the membership. But it’s understandable since it would be useless as well if I were to go but my body has been needing some rest.

Anyway, I finally got to meet a number of bloggers because of joining an activity in an island adventure. It was nice to see new faces, it expands the network as well as foster a good atmosphere in the blogging industry.

I’ll find some direction now.