It’s already 25 minutes before the schedule of my flight. I haven’t slept because of complications of this trip and the agency that booked the plane tickets.

Was upset too, that I had to go back and forth the airport just to fix the problem with the schedules. In the end, I lost a few hundred bucks (critical since I don’t have any spare cash to spend) but I’m glad that I’m leaving today.

I’ll be working then by night so this is going to be a rough day because of circumstance making it one. I just have to go through with this, there’s no other option

My grades last semester. The subject I really hated, Religion, was also the subject where I got the lowest grade. Obviously, the teacher didn’t like me despite doing my best to connect. But hey, I still don’t like her either. I’m just glad that I don’t have to face her again.

I am proud to say that despite having a full time job at night, I never went absent for laziness. Although, I missed two days of school because of a seminar I had to attend at work, I never missed a class. Although, announcing this may make me seem like I’m such a dedicated student (read: LOSER), it has been something I wanted to prove to myself that I could do it. And I did!

I got these grades online, apparently because the system at school sucks. I have to wait for a number of days before I can get the official printout which is what I need to present to work.

It’s another one of those weekends where I work my ass off in order to be able to comply with the special task that’s been assigned of me. I don’t have enough sleep and I’ve been up for almost 48 hours with a slight nap of about 1.5.

I’m a bit cranky but not that really complaining; I just want to get this over with. I just wish I could analyze numbers fast and present it in a way that wouldn’t really mess my reputation up altogether. I’m afraid that this scenario will likely occur within the next couple of months. Makes me ask myself why I even stepped up to the plate.  Oh well, this is what I chose and I just have to live up to it.

I only wish it will all be worth it in the end and my efforts are not gone to waste because they will be recognized.

For now, I want to get some shut eye and I want to go home already.

I went to the school since it’s already two weeks after the end of the semester and I needed to look at my grades so I can have them printed out because of having to submit it to HR since I was under a scholarship program.

I came from the office and when we got there, I was able to check my scores. Except for Religion (which had been a real pain in the butt), all of my grades were okay. Will be posting my grades next.

Anyway, I’m really upset that I can’t get a printed copy of my grades just because they haven’t released it yet.

I was told that I had to wait for the chair because they weren’t officially released. To think that those teachers were already given a deadline; everything should’ve been finalized already. I was able to see my grades online, it’s so easy to have somebody just print that out. However, because of process, people can’t just directly grant your request. Who am I anyway, I’m just a dot in a line.

My blood pressure was probably running high at that point because I didn’t like the way that I was passed on from one department to another just to get a copy of my grades when in reality, it’s my right to have one. It’s so lame that I have to wait for probably a month or so because of the procedure and the lack of it.

C’mmon, I’ve already paid my dues in the school, I should at least get a fine print right away. It’s upsetting how the system is; it’s always been my issue when I went back to college. I hate the way I’m being moved from one place to another, like a pawn in a chess game. Somebody’s always controlling you and you can’t do anything about it because those are the rules. It makes you wonder how the school pride themselves for having the good quality education and for being labeled as prestigious when a simple arrangement can’t even be met.

What’s the use of paying when we’re not getting the service we, students deserve? Hahay, bwisit.

I love taking pictures, I already have two cameras with me. One waterproof cam that’s lost its waterproof factor (it cracked because of poor use) and one professional DSLR that hasn’t been used as much (time constraints).

That’s why I created another site that catered to my interest photography.

I use the point-and-shoot camera for situations that require me to be subtle just so I can take a device with me to capture good moments. I use the professional one in order to hone some skills (if I have any) to understand the complicated life of aperture, area of focus, shutter speed et.al. but I’m still unsuccessful in doing so.

I want to take this hobby to a higher level. However I’m still preoccupied with time because I keep on complaining that I don’t have time (hehe).

Visit more shots at edsnaps.com

I wrote these things as a to-do list this summer:

• Davao trip
• Camiguin during holy week
• Driver’s License
• Capoeira classes
• Odesk.com
• Multimedia & Web Design Course
• DSLR study

These summer activities are what’s supposed to preoccupy my time but there’s a new project at work that I’m assigned to so it somehow cancelled some of my plans. But I’m not complaining, I stepped up to the task. I just pray that I’ll be able to live up to the expectation.

Shoot. I didn’t expect the task to come to soon. It really came off as a surprise and now I can’t think straight because I don’t know where to begin and I have to start from scratch. Bummer.

I just want to take a dip in the cool waters this summer and not have to worry about anything, but I know it would be impossible. Still, it can’t be helped that I dream.

I can feel the water embracing me with open arms.

I had a good night’s sleep. I’ve been meaning to get one because despite being summer, I never really had  more than 8 hours of shut-eye. Either my mind is too preoccupied with work or I stay up late all night because of having to find something online which fancies me such as tasks that I can make but most of the time I’m unsuccessful. So in general, I usually am unproductive when I’m supposed to have the mentality of being responsible and having a good direction especially this summer.

Going back, I slept real well last night. Though I kept on waking up every 2 hours or so, I got back to dozing off after just a couple of minutes which is nice. Maybe I should have some air conditioning set up in our house, I’m not that sensitive when it comes to the heat because I can stand the temperature. But maybe it’s because of summer and stress that don’t go well together that’s making me all fuzzed up.

Anyway, I hope I can sleep like this the upcoming days.

It’s f*ckin’ hot these days. I went home just to rest and be with my family. At least at work, I wouldn’t have to report until Monday because it’s still a holiday which is some of the perks of my department. That’s why I’m hanging on every moment until I will be busy again which I’m really not looking forward to.

The summer heat is only good when you hit the beach and hopefully it will be like last year that I got to go to loads of beaches. Right now, I’m just enjoying the moment, sipping my fresh durian shake to beat the heat.  I love durian.