So pissed at that old maid. F*ck. How could she say that she dropped me from her subject when I’ve never been absent except for the first day of classes and that’s because I wasn’t even enrolled yet?

I had to miss an important occasion in the office, I had to ride a taxi so I wouldn’t be late (but I still was), I had to listen to her blabber about faith and religious worship (yes, it’s a Religion subject); all of these for nothing.

I was tagged as absent and when I just wanted to know where I stand during Midterms so that I’d know how to catch up, she then threatened that I’m most likely scratched off from her list.

Hey, I’m not the best student out there, but she shouldn’t treat me like one of her students. Read bitch: “I’m old, I have a job, I’m not a youngster!”

I’m already stressed out because of not having enough sleep and now she had the balls to ruin my evening even if I didn’t deserve it. I told her I wanted to talk to her about it and then she told me she’s busy and that I’d have to set up an appointment. Boy, I WILL set up one. I’ll talk to you, you better play your cards right.

Today’s Friday and we don’t have any classes, haha! Well, just for the first half of the day because all the professors are on a meeting. I’m happy cause I don’t have to worry about attending any unimportant activity. Besides, after I was too drained because of the previous task at work, I wanted to go home and sleep already.

At least I’m on leave today and I won’t have to worry about the quota I’d have to meet because it’s my privilege to be on  a short break. The weekend will be a long weekend, and I’ll start it off by getting a massage. My body was craving for it starting last week but because of bowel issues of my companion (peace doi!), we had to postpone it.

Today, I’ll be attending but one class, ReEd30. After that, I’ll be eating dinner with Audrey cause it’s her birthday and then I’ll probably catch up on a lot of blog updates. I’m also pretty busy with installing a lot of applications for my laptop.

But come Sunday, we’re going to have a recollection, bummer. That’s 8 full hours. I could do a lot of that already in such a span of time. So many things to do again that my weekend’s fully-booked.

Was too stressed at work that I literally wanted to puke at the task that was assigned to me due to the fact that numbers were still new and there was no system so I had to create a standard format. With the help of my supervisor, I was able to make one; it’s just that I had to sort them out one by one. And when time constraints you, you just want to get up and scream.

I couldn’t remember how many times I had to stand up and take a leak, or go out of the room and just move all because of the pressure and the heat (despite the airconditioner being on full blast) of thinking and analyzing data.

But the report was done, though a bit off the deadline. Still, I’m glad that I didn’t give up, even if there were a lot of inner complaints along the way. Dang. Why can’t I focus more on what I need to do. My mind is just everywhere. I still perform, but I have no focus; and it’s because of the many things that I need to do that are still pending at the back of my head.

I’m inside our school library right now. I’ve finally tested the wifi connection and it seems fine, being able to connect I mean; though the actual connection is slooooowww.  I thought I’d have to pay for extra internet service just to unlock the connection. But NO. I can surf without having to pay! Haha, how come I never thought about this? I usually just go out of the building and find a nearest cafe and blog and waste time and surf and update and do whatever. Now I’m one of those rich son-of-a-guns that people think I’ve burned mommy and daddy’s cash and credit just for the sake of having some money to burn. But I know where I stand, I deserve this. I worked hard for it. I am unfazed.

Too unfazed that I can’t seem to sleep anymore because of this sudden discovery. I’m supposed to take some power naps in order to regain more energy later as I’ll still be having my shift at 10pm; and that’s right after school. Dang. No sleep again. I just hope I can comply with the targets that we’ve promised to achieve. But I’m actually burned out already. I know that my boss is counting on me to meet the deliverable; it’s just that I wish there’s proper distribution of labor. But when I think about how hard she also works just to balance all our schedules, and believe me, it ain’t easy handling a team of more than 20 people; I just do my best to comply.

Maybe if there’s just more time.

I forgot I have classes later on. Dang. After two days of not having classes because yesterday was a Charter Day and the previous one’s I don’t know what, I got a temporary break. But somehow I’m already tired, even if I barely have  a month left for school.

It’s as if I want to pursue other options that will keep me more preoccupied. I’ve never been too much of a multi-tasker until now. School, office, blogs, pictures, now this new freelance writing that I’m applying for; I still hope everything turns out fine. I also want to join a capoeira class, I want to learn a lot. Somehow I don’t have TIME. Sigh.

But I like being busy, people wonder where I get the energy; I do too. But I don’t where to start already. Give me guidance on where to begin.

Wow, I edstudyante.com finally earned its first spam comments. In the spirit of consistency when I receive this in my other sites, I would like to thank everyone who has made this possible.

This site is finally getting noticed by those unwanted webpages about viagra, enlargement pills, trannies doing it bestiality style, MILFS, weight-loss programs and many more! What can I say? I’m so touched.

Keep ‘em coming so I can press the delete button ASAP.

School is about to finish and I’m very glad that I took this semester’s classes. But I’m still thinking about other options again. Somehow I feel bothered with the type of course that I took.

I supposedly went back to school in order to just get a diploma for formality sake. I took up Engineering before and I was planning to transfer to a Business Administration course. However, because I was closed out (they didn’t accept any shiftees due to the volume of students who also shifted), I tried to find another one that was more or less similar. That’s why I took up a Business track course in Economics. I don’t want to be the next president and I just want to make sure I am able to graduate with a degree. Even when I took this course, I assured myself that I was going to transfer to another one as soon as I have more time the next semester. However, upon reviewing my status using the prospectus, I found out that I was going to be a freshman again if ever I shift to Business, even if all my subjects today are going to be credited. I’m already an irregular sophomore so it’s very upsetting that it seems like I’m going to start all over again. What’s got me thinking even more is that since I have plans to shift again, and be a 1st year student, I have the notion of wanting to finish a Computer course due to the reason that I’m getting more and more inclined to using the diploma to get serious with this blogging and unravelling the secrets of the internet scheme. I could really use this for added information. I want to create and understand how the internet works, or even just its pages.

Anyway, that’s my problem. I’m f*cking undecided on what I want. But if you ask me what I don’t, I have a lot of things to say. Sigh.

Was in school and the weather was good. It was scorching hot, which reminds me that Summer is almost here! A few more weeks left till the end of the semester!

When I look to the sky, I see the sky. lol

Preparing for something to happen in the soccer field.
School activities I don’t attend.

A new set of guards, new rules, new adjustments.

Science library, most people don’t have any qualms talking just because of it being a Science library.

A shortcut I used to take to get to the classroom fast when I was still in my younger years in college.

Hooray!

I was caught off guard of the new task that was assigned to me because of changes at work. I even filed for leave today to get my mind off it and concentrate on blogging. However, due to needs that are more important than mine, I couldn’t say No.

But I’m glad that somehow, two days next week, we won’t have any classes because of some revolution commemoration and because of the city’s day of charter. I don’t really give a damn what they mean but I’m glad that I’m included in some sort. At least I won’t have to wake up early or go to sleep so late.

Shit, everyday I always have to go to the topmost floor of the building in order to attend my subjects that I’m currently enrolled in. Though it’s good exercise, I hate it at times when I’m running through the hallway and I’m not even supposed to look all like a freshman just because I’ll be even more pathetic, all sweaty trying hard.

As you might not yet know, I juggle classes between two campuses. Campuses that are far apart from each other in terms of traffic and rush hour. Sometimes Most of the time, I ride a cab in order to hasten the process when I feel lazy and I don’t want to be late; even if most of the time, I am.

But for a person not having enough sleep or even rest, who has to bear the hassle of commuting to the workplace too, I can’t help but complain to myself whenever I have to go up. I know it’s just a matter of perception on how you see things in a positive light. However right now, I’m just not in a good mood.

Stairs never looked so bad. hehe.